Don't be discouraged if God's training has been supremely difficult. Get alone with God and rely on His strength; humbly submit to His plan, just as Jesus did, though He was in anguish and pleading with His Father. (See
Matthew 26, starting at verse 36) "Is God preparing you to be a provider in the workplace? Do not fret at the difficult training ground you may be required to endure. He has a plan. If you’ll allow Him to carry
out His plan, you’ll be privileged to be used by the Master’s hand" (Os Hillman)